of randomness and such...

yea, i needed a someone to let my feelings flow out without keeping them
and
it seems being able to tell someone how i feel is not possible
therefore i shall do it here.

i tink i am letting go
letting go as in not that i am involved in something[or maybe i did, dunno]....
but letting go as in don't care anymore...
i do not wanna feel this way anymore
probly that's the best i can do
cuz i really dunno what is happening now


on the other hand can you actually believe that your long lost school mate doesnt even rqecognise you?
and he pretends that he doesnt know me at all...
hello?!we're primary schoolmates lo...takkan cannot remember 1 lo
i dunno la...he can actually tells someone that he dont really know me that well
he got to know me through some kind of leo club activities or watsoever...

i feel so stupid...
so weird
so silly
so dumb...

i know all above is probly a blah blah blah
but i also need a place to complain, kan?
i'm not any farther difference from all out there...
just an ordinary human

sigh... i feeling so down rite now...
=(


so it ain't that bad, rite?
i learnt something actually, never trust too much on your instinct and feelings...
sometimes it may not be rite.
i tink i trusted mine and it went all wrong...
i tink its final...[i meant my decision]

and yea....AHHHHHHH...
feeling much much better after letting all out

bubyez...=(