what if this time ain't a plain migrain but something else?

the pain is getting worse as the day passed
and im not sure why?
it used to be relieved after 2 prescribed painkiller...
but this time, hell no! it ain't getting anywhere closer to feeling better
instead it gotten worse
=(
and i wonder why im not even bothered to take the initiative to go see the doc.
even after many of my friends asking me to do so
[thanx deariez, you know who you are...thanx for caring, i really appreciates it]

hmmm...
i dun wan go for check up la...
even after all my fellow lovely friends have been asking me to like atleast go visit the doc la...
safer...
atleast you know what's happening to your head.your brain.

but im really really scared.
ask my mummy, each time i have to go for check up, my eyes definitely filled with tears one
and it's not easy for me to actually enter the docs. room one
so i really scared scared neh...
i rather suffer the pain actually..
than knowing the truth.the fact.