im missing home so badly.
i cnt sleep at night thinking d difficulty 2 communicate with the family.
no more face to face or arguments.but just plain silence.
i miss those arguments we had that at times really pissed me off.
but im missing it alot now.
there's no one to argue or quarrel with me anymore.
i miss the goodnight kiss from the mum.
i miss the hugs from the dad.
i miss the "you all sleeping d?" question from the brother.
i miss the singing-our-lungs-out-latenights sessions with the sis.
i miss the "lets go out to starbucks or lets go to shop!!" with the bestie.
i miss the friends that i've been so closed to.
i miss ultie frisbee.

all my post gonna be so emo.
gonna be the i-miss-post till i really settle down.
i don't wanna shed those miserable tears anymore.
even how much i tell myself not to do so.
no matter how the bestie and i promise not to.
but i cant hold back the tears.
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and i feel so tired crying already.
at times i stumble to think whether will i shatter one day.
but i know that i MUST be strong.
and i will.
it takes time.i hope.

i really miss home.