Dilemma

it's so true.
sometimes we must agree with the fact that it's not easy to forget something and move on
no it's not easy at all.
we often tell ourselves or most of the time helping someone else
understand that we must learn to forget and move on.
words and sentences are easy said, but to be done; is another thing.

it's been 3 years and 6 months
yet, i still can't let go.
i wonder what holds me back so badly that i am not willing to do so.
i know it's not right to keep things on hold
when at times im not sure whether there's hope
but just when i thought i am willing to take the step and let go,
somewhere deep down inside me says NO.

i'm sorry.