.i miss you.

i miss you drew

today's lesson makes me think about you.

makes me feel that the incident was so fresh again

i just wish you were present again

cause thinking of you when you're no longer near us

eventhough i wud really love to believe and accept the fact that you're still around us

blessing us with your love.

but its different.

its not easy.

i thought everything shud regain its normality

but somehow, it hadn't

i realised i still miss you dearly

today was a pretty tough day for me

and i somehow think i shud blog bout it

we had first aid training today

supposingly, first aid shud be a fun topic for me as i've always long to learn something related with saving lives.

but as for today, it was not really good...

first aid makes me thought of you.

tears just filled my eyes when we talked about how easy death accident can occurs

if we do a silly mistake

and that we shud consider the injured person's point of view whether he/she wants to continue to live on his/her life if he/she is seriously injured and is suffering from a severe pain.

it all relates to you drew...

i felt how severe the pain is for you to keep going on

yet you still remain strong and highly spirited to battle your way through.

you were one strong man

you did not give up and that you did your very best

im proud of you..

i know we all did.

i know im not suppose to tear over what is passed.

but drew,

i can't help it..learning to save lives makes me think of you.

will always love you drew...