*crushed...

...by you
it may seems easy to just end it like that
but then deep down inside i was really hesitating to do so.
i only wished you would say something to change what you've suggested
but you ended up silent and paused and say yes.
i was broken to know that you didn't wanna do anything about it anymore
and yet, just letting it go.

i wonder if you know how i felt there and then?
what we had may not be of a long period of time,
but i know i treasure it alot, is just that if we would have just compromised.

i tried to hold back my tears as i wanna cry,
i wipe off the memories we once shared together because i know it'll hold me back from moving on
but as i look at our pictures, and it makes me feel that its impossible

tears just flow down my cheeks.
i can't help it.

i just wish that what's been said yesterday would have just been a nightmare and it never happens
i just wish to hear you call and tell me
"hey girl, dont worry...you just have a very bad dream"
and give me a big hug to ensure me that you're hugging me is real.

but all these i can only wish as what said and done can never be unsaid and undo anymore.