im afraid i cant take it any longer...im feeling really hard to breathe..

its getting tougher as the day passed
and im not getting along with it

things aint coming or going my way
things seemed to be like they arent gonna change which really kills me going thru it
sometimes i feel life is meaningless to continue live on by
why must we live in such complicity?

my brain seems like shrinking like it does not know what its actual size is
my trakea is not functioning properly that im like facing my last breath
my heart is torn into like a gazillion pieces and so far not even a piece is puzzled back
my works are piling up even higher than mount everest
my family is facing bad financial probs that the biggest possibility that soon to be occur-inability to continue my studies
my life is practically upside down where others seemed to be perfect

i give up in continuing it
i feel like leaving this world for the better
i feel like i dont meant to be on this earth this life
i feel that there aint any hope left for me to feel hope

i need love-i need hope-i need miracles-i need you!