im tired...i really am...i feel lost in this world

lost in every aspect
i feel unwanted.unbelonged

i really am very tired
tired of my course, my personal probs, my family probs, and loads more
im tired of feeling the pain that hurts so much!
im tired of feeling the urge of killing myself due to the bad pain im in
im tired of taking everything to my own concern
to make decisions where i know its impossible ill be able to do so

im just so tired that i do not know how to deal with my life
that im not sure what im doing is right or wrong
i lost hope in nearly every possible things
i feel drowned into a really HUGE lake where no one will ever possibly think i could and will never know no matter what, how or when..i just drowned

.moodless i must say, emofy-ing i am.

i wanna feel free...like how lil kids do
free from every complication and live life to its simplicity
i wanna feel free!