Sunday, June 3, 2007

i wonder is it right?

i finally decided to delete his picture...
after such a long time cath told me to rub him off my page...
i was really hesitating for the period of time
but then i finally decided to do so
i guess i really moved on
moved on from him
even though i still feel its not right

but its ok now
it is meant to end like this
i told myself, its ok.

its useless and pointless continue the relationship when it has already come to an end.
i have a life, filled with bigger dreams to suffer all the things YOU've caused..

you cut through me deep enuff to make me feel that it's not worth the time to continue to have the special something i used to have

it doesnt matter anymore, on what we've gone through...
i had enuff


and thank to the gurls i love the most, they trusted me and help me to pull this through
they gave me hope!
thanx gurlz!!! *you know who you are*
=)

maybe its true that sometimes somethings are better off letting it be...not knowing the end or trying hard to solve it may help to lessen the pain
anyhow, i guessed i really really moved on..
i was terribly upset and frustrated over him for being such irresponsible and immature..
but it's funny, i am not even at all mad at him...atleast not for now...
iwas in the beginning..
but i guess its alrite already..
im too tired to think and i can think no more.

it may be the best thing im doing
to you and especially to me...

its the least i can do...
as loving one really takes too much effort to mantain a functional relationship.

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