well, we should forgive and forget
that's how you make something or a bond becomes stronger and closer
and that no matter what happens,
we have to stay strong and learn to move on
but somehow, when it happens to herself,
things aren't as easy as she think it is.
sometimes the phrase "its easy to be said than done" really applies
no joke.
at certain point in life, no matter how strong she've always been
and something that she really treasured just left her
without having her to do something to make things better
or at least have a chance to try to do something
she just fall to the weakest part of her.
some feeling whereby there's nothing can ever describe how terrible it felt.
feel the pain.
the heart was painful, it is now so fragile to put a smile on her face
what's more the lil twink of sparkle she used to had in her eyes
it's like all gone.
looking through her eyes, she gives you emptiness
even with the smile she tried to plastered on her face
you know deep down she ain't at all jumpie and bubbly as she used to
it's just so not her
but how did this ever so confident and bubbly girl turned to someone people barely know?
how could this possibly happen in just a few days?
she thought it through
she found out that it all happened
just because she did something so unconciously natural that it has been her
since she was in her path to be a professional interior architecture and designer.
she didn't even notice that it could make her feel this empty this hurt this pain
she tried to make things right
she tried hard really hard
but somehow for the first time in her life, she failed.
was it her fault?
and she was told, that what once used to be so strong
was not even there anymore.
it was gone.
totally gone.
all gone.
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1 comment:
it's not about you lynn.
It's about one hundred million things in my mind, running around.
I'm literally worn out, but I keep telling myself it's all for my own good, for my future.
No matter how emotionally sad and distress I am, i told myself, you cannot let it affect your priorities, your exam.
And when I think about how much money my parents invested in me, and how much they want to see me suceed, it's enough to keep my fuel going on. (:
And that inner strength and ego that made me not want to lose out, it added strength to me too.
Also, God is always always there when everyone else fails.
So be strong. Failures are stepping stone in life. (:
And I'll always be there to listen la, haha, really one. But now exam time so cannot la.
Cuz I'm racing against time.
Hugssssssss to you*
And oreo ice cream for you to make you smile. ;p
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